I Kneel Before No God


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Religion has a way of suppressing people from feeling pleasure and all the good things life has to offer. Although I’m a Satanist, I have a friend who decided to become a Christian and she took under advisement from the  pastor’s wife that she should live a life free from temptation and that she should do this by getting rid of books, movies and whatever else that would be sinful in the eyes of the Lord. My friend gave me hundreds and hundreds of dollars worth of movies because the pastor’s wife told her they were sinful.

This to me is ridiculous as I believe life should be lived not suppressed which of course could lead to self-destruction and in worst cases suicide.

I told this friend not to push her religious views on me because I’m not interested and what does she do? She does the opposite. She pushed her agenda on me which is to convert me to Christianity. I don’t think so.

This is the ultimate betrayal and I told her that but she didn’t listen. Now I know for a fact that this cannot be fixed. I must have told her over a dozen times not to push her religion on me because I was a Satanist who didn’t believe in her nonsense. She said I needed to believe in something and I told her I did believe in something. I believed in myself. I don’t give a shit what she likes or what she doesn’t like anymore. I don’t give my friendship to just anyone and people like her is the reason.

I get tired of people trying to change me to be something I’m not. I take relationships seriously and I expect the other to do the same. Sometimes it doesn’t work out the way I hoped it would.

All my life people have treated me this way but it doesn’t affect how I live my life. I am not a Christian and I’m proud of that fact. I walked away from Christianity a long time ago after I read the Satanic Bible. I was in my teens then and Satanism made sense to me when nothing else did. When the idiots kneel before Christ, I kneel before no god.


A Special Little Boy


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When my son William turned eight I soon noticed he was developing special abilities. One day we were sitting on the couch together and I don’t know how he knew but he looked at me and said, “Mommy, the mailman came.” I looked out the window in the other room and sure enough the mailman was leaving. I was totally amazed because there was no way he could have known that. I asked him how he knew and he said he just had a feeling. Of course, this wasn’t the first time he showed off his abilities. Sometimes he will tell me what time it is without even looking at the clock. Again, I asked him how he knew and the answer would always be same.

He’s an amazing little boy and he’s special just like me. I can’t wait to see what else this little boy is capable of doing. I know as he gets older he’ll be able to develop these abilities and make them stronger.

As his mother, I am very protective of him. When the kids at school pick on him because he’s different I totally freak out and I get on the phone saying, “My son is being bullied and I want it to stop right now!” I don’t put up with that shit cause I know from experience how cruel other kids can be and now I’m teaching him to stand up to these bullies. Sometimes I get a complaint from a teacher that he’s fighting back with the other children and I tell them that I’m fine with that because he is only defending himself. No kid should be picked on because they’re different and I’ll be damned if my son is going to be picked on because of his abilities.

For so long this country has lived by the bible’s “turn the other cheek” bullshit and there is no way I’m going to teach my special little boy to do the same.

Astral Projection


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Astral projection refers to an out of body experience during which the astral body leaves the physical body to travel the astral plane. People often experience this state during an illness, when involved in a near death experience, or at will.

I often find myself travelling in my sleep at night. Sometimes I meet entities in really strange places and there are times when my experience can be frightening.

The first time I recall it happening I was in a deep sleep but yet I was conscious of everything that was going on and I could feel myself being pulled out of my body. I never felt anything like this before and it was frightening because I thought I was dying. I tried to fight it by pulling myself back into my body but it wasn’t an easy task. I tried to no avail.

I felt trapped when I couldn’t get back into my body. I heard myself calling out for help but at the time I weren’t sure if I saying it out loud or in the dream state that I was in. Of course no one came and I kept telling myself to relax, that panicking wasn’t going to get me anywhere. When I finally woke up my heart was pounding so fast I thought I was going to have a panic attack.

This wasn’t the only time I experienced something like that happening during my sleep and I noticed as I astral project more often it does get better each time.

The second time it happened I recall going to a place that I call the dark place because it was dark and lonely and within the dark place there were seven black phantom like shapes standing around a fire. I felt relaxed and calm and I felt no fear at all. They welcomed my presence so much that they didn’t want me to leave. Just when I heard the alarm clock in my bedroom go off I was getting ready to get back into my body when each of these seven black shapes grabbed hold of me and tried to keep me from leaving. I heard them say, “Please don’t go. We want you to stay.”

I had a hard time but the voice in my head kept telling me that I had to leave. Eventually I was able to pull myself back into my body and I haven’t experienced anything like it again.

Although I’m not the only one who has experience with astral projection, there is no scientific proof that such a thing exists.



The Satanic Panic


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It was in 1988 when I started my first year of high school and little did I know that I was right in the middle of the satanic panic of the eighties. Geraldo Rivera got his nose broken that year when a guest on his show struck him in the face with a chair and I got bullied by a bunch of idiots who were nothing but losers in my book.

It all started when I was in art class and I had drawn Ozzy Osbourne’s name on a piece of white paper with a pentagram drawn in the background. A few days later a kid in my class wrote me a letter saying how much God loved me and that he wanted to help. I told him to go fuck himself and I guess it broke his heart that I rejected him because it wasn’t long when he spread a rumor throughout the entire school that I was a Devil worshiper.

They wrote on my locker with the words, “God loves you,” and the number “777” written beneath it. One student tried to push me down the stairs.

I didn’t have many friends in school because I was either too quiet or they thought something was wrong with me. Some, for unknown reasons, were even jealous. I guess I was too smart for them.

The satanic panic era was a difficult time for me considering my father passed away two years earlier and I was still hurting from the pain, but it was when I woke up one night and saw Satan standing next to my bed watching over me that I knew there was something special about me.

After I learned the satanic panic was a time period throughout the eighties that groups of religious people told stories of satanic conspiracies of children being abused physically and psychologically by satanists that I wanted to learn more about Satanism and see what it was really about. So I went and bought the Satanic Bible written by Anton Szandor LaVey.

One of the things I learned about the satanic panic is that people are going to judge and point fingers at you no matter how wrong they are.

Leaving Christianity


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Leaving Christianity isn’t an easy thing to do. Satanists who come from a religious background may struggle all their lives in order to set themselves free. During this process they may feel guilty or sometimes they may regret their decision because of circumstances that may have devastating results.

Many Satanists ask me how they can be rid of this burden, so I thought as a former Chtisristian I would write from my own experience.

Growing up as a Baptist I was made to go to church every Sunday from 9am to 12pm and then again in the evening. I went to a Christian camp for two summers in a row. I was so homesick that I wanted to come home but my mother forced me stay and stay I did. It was then that I was made to receive Christ into my heart as my savior. I was eleven years old. A year later I was baptized. Although I didn’t have a choice in either case, I just went with the flow and when no one was looking I dabbled in Satanism.

I was interested in Satanism as a teenager and it later became a big part of my life. While I listened to heavy metal bands like KISS, WASP, Dio, Iron Maiden, Black Sabbath, and Ozzy Osbourne and decorated my walls with pictures of rock stars, my mom would go to prayer meetings every Tuesday night to have the pastor pray for me. Did it stop me from learning about Satanism? Hell, no. I did what I wanted to anyway.

They say the moment a person accepts Jesus Christ into their hearts as their Lord and Savior that person is instantly accepted into the kingdom of God. After I received Christ into my heart I didn’t feel anything. I guess my heart just wasn’t into it. Or perhaps God didn’t want me.

Years later I bought the Satanic Bible written by Anton LaVey and it spoke to me and I felt like I was touched inside by a warm presence. It was a wonderful experience and it was then that I knew Satanism was the path for me and I’ve been travelling down that road ever since.

To put Christianity behind you I think the first thing you need to do is develop independent thinking with an open mind. Read and study everything you can about Satanism, including the Satanic Bible. If reading the Satanic Bible speaks out to you like it did me then you are on your way to becoming a Satanist. Approach Satanism with an open mind but don’t accept everything you hear and see. Question everything.

Once you do that you should start thinking about doing a Black Mass to rid yourself of your former life and then it’s time for a dedication ritual.

Living your life as a Satanist may come with struggles but that doesn’t mean you aren’t a good Satanist. You’re just human like the rest of us.









Independent Satanism


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Three years ago I joined a Satanic organization and it took one person to cause trouble. This organization didn’t believe in Satan as being an entity and because me and this other person from the organization were having a dispute he wrote to them and told them I was a Devil worshiper and they contacted me a while later with the message that Devil worship was not tolerated and that I was right to cancel my membership.

I left the organization because some of the members were assholes. If you didn’t like the things they liked you weren’t a true Satanist. If you listened to music they didn’t approve of you weren’t a true Satanist. If you talked to someone or a group of people they didn’t approve of you weren’t a true Satanist. It was total bullshit as far as I was concerned and I got fed up with it. I then realized I made a mistake by joining. The way I see it, no one has a right to tell you what you can and cannot do or how you should live your life. Satanism is about individuality and should not be concerned with what other people are doing or what type of music other people listen to or what books they’re reading. This to me, was a form of Christianity except it was backwards.

I only joined the organization because I was just starting out and I didn’t know any better. I thought there was only one kind of Satanism. When I explored different paths and talked with other people I realized how wrong I was. I went my own way and I have been an independent Satanist ever since and not once have I ever looked back. Don’t make the mistake I made. If you’re just starting out in Satanism explore and do your research. Talk with other people. But most importantly, follow your instincts. There is nothing wrong with independent Satanism.

Precepts of Illumination


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1. Have no other false Gods. Satan/Lucifer is the creator of all living things.

2. Develop the Satanic ego through pride, self empowerment, and all earthly pleasures.

3. Use your talents to create something big, to become more than you are. Creativity is a gift. Do not let it go to waste.

4. Create goals and strive to obtain them. Action is the key to accomplishment.

5. Grasp all that is pleasing to your eyes.

6. Enjoy the sins of the flesh at a time that is right for you.

7. Develop your ability to shape shift yourself into something desirable.

8. Be willing to stand up to those who give false testimony.

9. Follow your true nature by developing the ability to shape shift into your inner animal.

10. Carry the flame that dwells within and believe in the very essence of life.

11. Sometimes solitude is essential to reflect on life.

12. Enjoy life and all that you achieve.

13. Exercise your religious rights and stay away from those who want to enslave you.

14. Be unmerciful to those who are unjust, wicked, and quick to hate.

15. Honor life and be brave.

16. Seek acceptance from no one.

17. Fear no one. You are the highest embodiment of life.

18. Care nothing about other people’s insecurities.

19. Apply knowledge to your own divinity.

20. Be true to yourself.  Always accept yourself for who and what you are.

21. Be strong and aggressive. Use your intelligence and your animal instincts to outsmart your enemies.

22. Use your intuition to guide you.

23. Bring guidance into your life and focus on the here and now.

24. Unleash the “Monster” within and become a terror to your enemies. Be like a lion all teeth and claws.

25. Do not let religionists antagonize you. Use your cunningness to outsmart them.

26. Live a rewarding life. Enjoy your success.

27. Be strong in the face of your enemies. Never show your weakness.

28. Stay committed to your Satanic ideals.

29. Use manipulation to attain your goals.

30. Honor yourself. Your body is a temple of Satan/Lucifer.

The Satanic Mind


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Through the Satanic mind we have the potential to become than we are. Knowledge of the self is power and if we learn to use this ability we can become powerful beings in all aspects of our lives.

Power can be many things to different people. It can be happiness, achieving goals, and satisfaction, or just living to the best of our abilities. It is only natural that we grow tired of doing the same things over and over again that we either fix it or move on. Our animal instincts makes us crave for more but to really understand and perceive something, it is absolutely necessary to search deep within ourselves as the Gods and Goddesses that we were meant to be.

The Satanic mind is the rebellious spirit of strength, individuality, progression, and opposition. This is something we must understand if we want to achieve and  become more than we are.

Your actions, if well decided, will move in accordance with the Satanic will and the thoughts will form the very world around you.

In The Beginning


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It was in the beginning when Satan created the heavens and the earth and the earth was cold and empty without the things we have today and darkness was upon the face of the deep; and the spirit of Lucifer moved upon the face of the waters.

Satan said, “Let there be light,” and so it was done. Satan saw the light was good and so he divided the light from the darkness. He called the light day and the darkness he called night. The evening and the morning were the first day.

And he said, “Let there be a firmament in the midst of the waters and let it divide the waters from the waters.

Satan made the firmament and divided the waters which were under the firmament from the waters which were above the firmament and it was done. The firmament was called heaven and the evening and the morning were the second day.

Satan said, “Let the waters under the heavens be gathered together under one place and let the dry land appear,” and it was done. The firmament was called the sky and the evening and the morning were the third day.

He called the dry land earth and the gathering together of the waters he called the seas and Satan saw that it was good.

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Influencing Others To Do What You Want


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There is a powerful technique that I call telepathic messaging in which you can open communication between the subconscious of your mind and the subconscious of others. This can happen when you and the person involved establish a communication preferably in the middle of the night while sleeping.

When the subconscious mind is directly involved through the super-conscious, it discovers the best time for communication. This is really helpful when you’re sending out a message and you want to influence others through their subconscious.

Telepathic messaging works affectively and the person it effects won’t remember anything. You can use this technique on a large group of people to advertise your business, a product, or to send out an idea.

The first thing you need to do is choose a message that you would like to send to either an individual or a group of people and be certain when you do that you do not include the words “not” or “don’t” in your message.

Before you go to sleep go into a meditative state focusing on the message you wrote and the participants you’re going to send it to and repeat the message three times. Wait a week or two and see what happens.