Religion has a way of suppressing people from feeling pleasure and all the good things life has to offer. Although I’m a Satanist, I have a friend who decided to become a Christian and she took under advisement from the pastor’s wife that she should live a life free from temptation and that she should do this by getting rid of books, movies and whatever else that would be sinful in the eyes of the Lord. My friend gave me hundreds and hundreds of dollars worth of movies because the pastor’s wife told her they were sinful.
This to me is ridiculous as I believe life should be lived not suppressed which of course could lead to self-destruction and in worst cases suicide.
I told this friend not to push her religious views on me because I’m not interested and what does she do? She does the opposite. She pushed her agenda on me which is to convert me to Christianity. I don’t think so.
This is the ultimate betrayal and I told her that but she didn’t listen. Now I know for a fact that this cannot be fixed. I must have told her over a dozen times not to push her religion on me because I was a Satanist who didn’t believe in her nonsense. She said I needed to believe in something and I told her I did believe in something. I believed in myself. I don’t give a shit what she likes or what she doesn’t like anymore. I don’t give my friendship to just anyone and people like her is the reason.
I get tired of people trying to change me to be something I’m not. I take relationships seriously and I expect the other to do the same. Sometimes it doesn’t work out the way I hoped it would.
All my life people have treated me this way but it doesn’t affect how I live my life. I am not a Christian and I’m proud of that fact. I walked away from Christianity a long time ago after I read the Satanic Bible. I was in my teens then and Satanism made sense to me when nothing else did. When the idiots kneel before Christ, I kneel before no god.